. the lost friend .
As a child I was born
through chosen parents below.
Found with emotions swirling,
was I to know that gold wedding bells would turn to blue?
And, that I, an innocent, would come to be ...
Lost in the world of a duo of teams.
Wrapped around the finger of the tempter's snare.
Forced to figure out the high-strung extremes,
but wondering ...
Do I dare?
Longing for the world of dreams within my broken soul,
and night after night from the pillow of tears...
I lie there, afraid and restless, not knowing...
What would come to take away my fears?
Now a teen-age boy whose sights are winding low.
Caught up in two-way decisions...felt I knew my goal.
Nevertheless, where would my journey go?
I landed in the middle of a ruin defined as ...
Found a girl and foolishly thought it to be love.
Life seems to have some sense of direction,
and noone is giving me a shove,
but at that moment I looked in the mirror and asked,
Is there a Divine reflection?